Check my flow, UH.
It's sad when Ghana gets to the point that you find yourself counting how many anti-malarials you have left until your going home as soon as you wake up in the morning.
Lately my head has been more in my personal home life and the people that i would kill to see rather than what i'm wanting to do and see here in Ghana.
I'm mad.
Can i have time for both and not really be aware of either because both are so tiring and i'm just so irritatedddd.
I just got over the deathly trap of homesickness for my mommy and daddy after 3 awful months of it.
Yay for being okay with it!
Now i'm scraping against concrete walls to stay out of that hole but my nails are getting worn down and i miss my friends.
I miss muldoon and my girls and how awkward jared is. I miss my prom date throwing up all over the bathroom doors and pretending he wasn't with me despite our matching. I want to make fat jokes with ash, comment on how big erins boobs are just to be a brat, hug meliss despite her kicking and screaming, and shaunas immediate needs to party. Kelly's such a dumb cutie.
I want to go to Dylans sweet parties and sit in writers craft with cartier and laugh so damn hard.
There are so many people in my life at home that i took advantage of when i could see them everyday, and when i have no choice but to be away from the amazing people, i want them the most. I miss you guys.
I'm still friggen cool though, i mean i'll see yousoon but they're all just super awesome and make me totally happy. Who would have thought that someone could remain homesick for their life at home for 6 months. Me!
I'm the luckiest girl in the world to leave something unexplainable at home and still get something in Ghana just as good. If it's like this now, i can't wait to see what i can do for myself in making the rest of my life. My creativity is patching each day, i'm more and more happy each day that i get to be in charge of whats going to happen in my life because i'm theperfect person for the job.
i'm going to make my life like when something is so fun surrounded with people making the best jokes that you can't breathe anymore from how happy you are. i'm full of life from the people i know, i'm going to go home and live for it.
See you girls when it happens.
Lately my head has been more in my personal home life and the people that i would kill to see rather than what i'm wanting to do and see here in Ghana.
I'm mad.
Can i have time for both and not really be aware of either because both are so tiring and i'm just so irritatedddd.
I just got over the deathly trap of homesickness for my mommy and daddy after 3 awful months of it.
Yay for being okay with it!
Now i'm scraping against concrete walls to stay out of that hole but my nails are getting worn down and i miss my friends.
I miss muldoon and my girls and how awkward jared is. I miss my prom date throwing up all over the bathroom doors and pretending he wasn't with me despite our matching. I want to make fat jokes with ash, comment on how big erins boobs are just to be a brat, hug meliss despite her kicking and screaming, and shaunas immediate needs to party. Kelly's such a dumb cutie.
I want to go to Dylans sweet parties and sit in writers craft with cartier and laugh so damn hard.
There are so many people in my life at home that i took advantage of when i could see them everyday, and when i have no choice but to be away from the amazing people, i want them the most. I miss you guys.
I'm still friggen cool though, i mean i'll see yousoon but they're all just super awesome and make me totally happy. Who would have thought that someone could remain homesick for their life at home for 6 months. Me!
I'm the luckiest girl in the world to leave something unexplainable at home and still get something in Ghana just as good. If it's like this now, i can't wait to see what i can do for myself in making the rest of my life. My creativity is patching each day, i'm more and more happy each day that i get to be in charge of whats going to happen in my life because i'm theperfect person for the job.
i'm going to make my life like when something is so fun surrounded with people making the best jokes that you can't breathe anymore from how happy you are. i'm full of life from the people i know, i'm going to go home and live for it.
See you girls when it happens.
posted by One World Ghana Group 2008 | 5:33 AM
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