Not Yet and Not First.
There is no one or nothing to blame. You just do not know and despite the best efforts you never will. My love right now is jealous and possessive. My heart is being held in the most precious hands and I wish beyond the greatest strength that every part of me could stay there. I am moving forward because my body knows it has to. My mind is living in a world of memory and imagination and will be until it becomes reality. I cannot let go. Not yet and not first.
posted by One World Ghana Group 2008 at
1:57 AM
3 Comments:
Excellent reading Chelsea, seems like it wasn't long ago that you left here and soon to be back, we all miss and love you very much. Can hardly wait for your arrival to see and listen to all your experiences and see all the wonderful pics. happy days and peaceful sleeps. love Dad xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
Hi Babes - I know you must be going through some pretty undecisive mood swings about your leaving behind all that you have loved and experienced over these past few months - the things you have seen - the strange and wondrous moments you have experienced and not least - the beautiful people you have lived with and the ones you shared your life with - but don't feel too sad about your departure just go forward with the wonderous things you have learnt, seen and experienced and use them in your future and that way - the experience you have had will never leave you. Build your strengths from it and look back on it with love and warm, nostalgia.
I am so very proud of you and what you have achieved and all the help you have given - not forgetting - you have certainly learnt from this experience and I love you very much. I tell people with great pride that my grand daughter is a very special little lady and what she is doing in Ghana!
I love you very much and wish you a safe journey home and a special time with Mum. Give me a ring when you have a moment to let me know you are back. My thanks for the wonderful journey that I have been on with you - albeit from my chair - but nevertheless, you have opened a different world to me - the world of Ghana and it's people.
Thank you, Babes - take care, love, peace and happiness to you.
Grammieoxoxoxoxo
Hi Sweetheart,
As always my arms are open and are as long as you need them to be! Don't be too sad...feel joy of all the memories and take what you want with you. I am, in fact soooo happy because my little girl is coming home to me! I cannot wait to hold you in my arms and I look forward to our little trip together. Thank you Chels, for sharing your journey with me, I am looking forward to sharing your next journey with you. As always have peaceful sleeps and happy days!!!! My bags are packed and waiting at the door!!I love you very much,
Mum XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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